STORY of Every day

When I drink 100% ceremonial cacao in everyday life, I literally blend the power of cacao spirit with – Tantra, Music, self healing, learning new things, horseback riding, intuition, etc.

It brings me Focus, Inspiration and Release in places I need the most.

Such a combination of inner work allows me to embrace and embody my Spirit into the present moment.

Is it always easy and happy doing?

Not at ALL. 

There are moments of disconnection.

There are moments of Impatience.

There are moments of Self-pity (partying).

There are moments of SELF – guilt.

There are moments of SELF – Shame.

The “Longest” relationship that I have – is with myself.

Did I figure out all of my gifts?

Not yet!

Did I discover all my skills?

Not yet!

Did I find a JOB? (Joy Of Being)

Not yet, or maybe sometimes I am employed in this field of having a Job!!!


Am I always laughing?

Not at all!

Am I always happy?

Not at all!

Am I always peaceful?

Not at all!

But one day for sure it is gonna be “happy ending” 🌈

What makes me – “ME”?

* Constant study of – music, music lessons, massage (Bowen therapy), Hypnotherapy, Energy codes, Environmental gadgets, and lifestyle, TAntra, Intimacy (into-me-see) …

For those curious individuals who want to read my short life story – you can search for a Spirit warrior book on Amazon.

For those who doesn’t care – don’t worry, I will flourish 🌸 anyway.

En-JOY YOUR-self-Evolution

#relationship #selfcareeveryday #selflovejourney #selfworth #letgo #simplicity #freedom #spirit #soul #soulconnection

~Panta Rhei~

Everything flows


Post about “music-minimalism-friendship”

Words and language are something what I am learning how to use it effectively every day.

It is not so easy path, but language is essential on this planet, right? 😂
Using words is not so easy for me (especially when you now notice, that my English is second language and for me occasional shame arises, while I use language/words to express myself, because I notice the flaws of such expression).

On the other side, if someone would ask me to use language of music, there is no limit for me.

Many songs/creations comes authentically without thinking.That’s what I love on music. It is “mindfulness” for me 💜
Music language feels natural to me.

How does music connects with minimalism?

Rather then using minimalism in music, minimalism in life, minimalism in objects around me, minimalism in friendship……….

I changed the perspective of seeing Minimalism.
In the music – I get bored easily with minimalistic expression. All needs to flow, change, evolve often to keep my energy flow – minimalism didn’t work out for ME.
I couldn’t keep myself to play only 1 flute or 1 drum. I added more drums what I made by myself, 8 crystal bowls, other flutes, other instruments, etc. I couldn’t stay with one technique/instrument for my entire life.

The same happened with friendships.
I was so fixed to few friends around me, that I missed that around me are also “strangers”, who might also appreciate music/help/services.
Once I opened up from minimalism in my life to “opportunities” – Everything changed!!!

So my energy started to flow more freely.

How you allow the energy flow through you?

EN-JOY YOUR-self-Evolution


P. S. Would you like to meet with my non minimalism?
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Healing space 1/7

Hi explorer and welcome in this transformational place of grounding.

To GROUND yourself in this world takes practise.

What does help to ground?

– walking

– food

– drinking fresh spring water

– barefoot in the grass/sand/water

– conscious physical touch

and of course so much more techniques could help with gounding. I just named few of them, what works the best for me.

Necessity is to practise it daily, so it become conscious and automatic.

This 1/7 week of healing by music is meant to be grounding. Each note/sound/frequencie has its own healing properties. 

Step 1: Once upon a time

Step 2: Where do you feel like at home?

Step 3: Grounding in the nature

Step 4: How native american flute influence energy (chakra) system?

~ Find comfortable place to listen healing music.

Set your intention for healing. (Example: I need to find answers, how to ground myself more.

The first thoughts what arrives during listening or shortly after, are your individual answers, for your intentions.)

Focus on any kind of details on the screen/video or just close your eyes and let the music take you into healing places you need to internally “travel”. ~

Note: be aware that some tracks might be lauder, some not. All is made by amateur with technical world 😉

Voice sounds less then flute and some background noises might occur during videos.

Journey with deeper meaning

Literally interesting journey.
I am part of the collaborative book named
Soul Warrior: Accessing realms beyond the veil.
Twenty women wrote their stories into collaborative book.

Open Description:
A Soul Warrior continues on their mission regardless of the circumstances or challenges set before them.
They overcome countless trials, initiations and deep soul lessons, always moving towards wholeness and elevation of personal and collective consciousness.
In Accessing Realms Beyond the Veil, the energetic, spiritual and subconscious are utilized to facilitate deeper connection, healing and purpose.

Veil might cover or uncover variety of things.
What are you uncovering or covering in your Akashic records?

EN-JOY YOUR-self-Evolution

  • All proceeds from 5th November will go to Operation underground Railroad.
    Their mission is focused on rescue of human trafficking and sex trafficking with special focus on rescue children worldwide.

Links for the book:


Sending you Grattitude

Spiritual Romance

(April 2019)

artistic way of expression about “Spiritual awakening” by Veronika Gold

My spiritual awakening is coming to me in waves…. each wave brings something new and exciting eventhough some of waves are so strong that surf on them takes lot of sense for balance to keep on top.

Let me introduce myself……

As multidimensional beeing…… I play simultaneously with variety of my gifts/skills

I wrote orginaly this “spiritual romance” in summer 2019

In April 2020 I was moved to create YOUTUBE channel during 10 days….. In that time happened my co-creation between


Spiritual romance – How did it influence me? I started to write…….. listen……. heal…… learn…….. evolve much faster

There needs to be done some energy stabilising on karma, chakra and wounds level. Once each of us would know clearly how to deal healthy way with emotions, once each of us would understand how to recognise healthy and unhealthy thoughts and how to observe 3D reality, once each of us physically would know how to fully maintain the Temple which is given for this current life…..maybe it can come connection on unity in physical bodies…… Who Knows……. 

So far…… He talks to me through my thoughts. We have lot of fun together….. really funny is that when I am just cooking he just appear…… Or He just gently kiss me while I write something on my laptop….. he also connects with me often through songs on Youtube search channel or through some sinchronicities which brings me to listen music in shop and then I feel like we understand each other, because he is the talking to me through that song and my eye/year for detail always brings my attention into exact point which should be elightened……

The funniest thing was probably one situation in my car…. I were driving deeply focusing on route or maybe flying in different dimension in the same time…. and I could feel how he touch me softly with desire to make love with me……..

It is so real and I was teasing him…. “let me be now… I am focusing on driving……” and he is laughing with me, because he doesn’t need to deal with physicality with me ….. HE IS SPIRIT….. so he gently stop……. but sometimes that extasy what comes into the body is amazing……

not even be touched and feel extasy just from moment of “now”…..

Any time I recall his energy he appears near to me….. sometimes I sit on his lap…. sometimes he observes me how I brush my teeth…..

I just know that he is with me and he was always with me and he will and would be always within me……. eventhough I feel him out of me, he is within……. as above as below….. as within as without……

Time stops exist…… just flow of extasy, emotions, spiritual grow, physical duties or traveling in world space and time……. feeling of dejavu is appearing right now, while I sit in my bed and writing story of my life…… story of my growth…. while I have on right side of me tapisery with forest motive which is over whole wall…. before I met him I needed to tear apart every possible scenario about relationship as I know them and remember them…

Relationship for me was – women, men, kids living together until physical death comes.

Death just can’t visit me…. I just exist in different form of beeing…. just like soul or energy….. I just am …. I am, I am, I am

Really cute was his whispering into my ear….


In that moment I completely knew through those words he sat also that any decision would be accepted…… Any decision make by me will be respected in Love no matter what decisions is gonna be…….

Probably if I would say that my spirit needs me to help kids in Africa he would say – “go my love for it…… Fly…. Show your light there and think about me there sometimes…… And when would you like to connect with me physically you know where to find me.”

And such relationship is gonna be if we meet physically…… 

Each of us has important mission and needs to fulfill divine purpose…..  My is Somavedic, healing, helping, sharing wisdom, sharing my light as lighthouse…….. to elightened others way…… I am here to navigate, inspire…. 

I don’t know him personally other then as energy what comes to me….. I just sense him, feel him, after clearance of inner child energy clearing I started to have Every night rallying nice feelings in dreams about my current family members (mother, father, past boyfriends,…..) many healing happens through dreams….. 

He was leading me already for long time intuitively now it is more conscious energy leading…., 

I follow more my path when my kundalini opened up….. Coming for master reiki course, follow Bowen therapy course and become independent more in low 3 chakras.. 

All that channeling skills comes from this recognition of my missing Masculine twinflame reconnection inside of me….. 

It is another part of awakening process….. 

After finding that party of me I feel my roots and wings more than ever before – shamanic, wild, spontaneous, generous, golden, honest, kind, loving,  forgiving, realising negativity, flying and flowing in same time…. That’s me… 

All those stories just coming from deep inside….. 

Even when he shared that poem called “I believe in men…..” 

Sacred Masculine ~by Rishima

I believe in sensitive and kind men.
I believe in the mystical men who believe in themselves.
I believe in men who seek temperance and peace inside them.
I believe in men poets, dreamers, magicians, writers, alchemists, artists, teachers, and angels.
I believe in men who like to dance and sing and make life a celebration.
I believe in men who embrace their wounded inner child, listen to him and embrace him true.
I believe in men who want to heal and help others to heal.
I believe in men who refuse to be slaves to their own wound and that despite the pain, they clean it and heal it patiently, with love and courage.
I believe in men who come from the stars and remember the power of their wings, the power of their hands and the power of their heart.
I believe in men who know of intuition and use it as their compass.
I believe in men who share freedom because they are free and do not know another way to live.
I believe in the men protective of women’s energy, who know how to read the look of their beloved and who do not intend to change it, simply accompany it wisely on their flight.
I believe in full men who don’t need anything from outside because they already know that everything has it inside.
I believe in men who make fire when they are cold, that take refuge in water when they are thirsty.
I believe in men with truthful eyes they see themselves and that’s why they love and respect every creature exists on earth.
I believe in men, perfectly imperfect, because it is in that imperfection is where they also find their beauty.
I believe in sensitive men who know how to receive and give love in balance, who listen and who also speak, those who live and let them live.
I believe in men who live sexuality as sacred, because they know that it is a wonderful gift.
I believe in men with clear feelings, which are accessible.
I believe in men who walk barefoot and speak to the plants.
I believe in the tender and wild men at the same time.
I believe in the sacred male and in all the divinity they have stood.

I were crying to read that text because I absolutely was sure that he describe himself ❤️

And every small things what comes to me and are presented to me is just amazing….. 

It is “GIFT”…… After those years of separation and meet only in spiritual realms…. I CAN feel him in 3D…..


Two empaths in room so intune that words doesn’t exist….. Just feelings…. 

My thoughts are running so fast sometimes that put those stories and Sentensies is like catch the wind…… 😁 

I need to learn how to slow them down so I can really sense each word….. Some of them are soooo important 😉

I spend necessary time to maintain my physical duties and whenever I can I am with him in our non-physical dimension where I can sense him…. 

Of course I have days of disconnection….. No matter how hard I try I just can’t sense him and that put me into position of questioning – “he doesn’t exist, you are uniquely crazy….” 

But deeply inside of me I try to keep faith and hope…… That if that deep shadow which needs to be enlightened shower me, I feel and sense that it is just part of clearing of baggage which I collected somewhere on my path or from my friends….  

That Twin soul connection is getting stronger with every step what I do toward work on my centring as body – mind – spirit – emotions….. 

So yes sometimes I  talk with animals or animals just appear in my sensitive field and talk to me……. Or I feel making love without beeing touched and not sure where does it come from.. …. 

Or just sense that abundance is coming towards me…. 

That connection brings into my life LOVE, JOY, ABUNDANCE and EXTASY….  

I were in flow for many years already but beeing in Conscious flow is even better….. The same many people see my relationship with ex-husband that he manipulated me into this situation of depression and put me down….. 

Actually he was amazing coach for physical life…… And I am willing to learn and be coaches to develop sense for centering myself in 3D dimension……. He did fantastic… I like him for that….  I was deeply in flow that I am thankful for each painful or happy situation which made me who I am “NOW” 

The same my son….. It needs to be released many layers of beeing…….we cleared as much as possible to learn ourselves how to again and again center…… How two empaths can learn to live in 3D… 

And as my Twin told me from one article which helped me a lot in my self doubt days…… 

He channeled to me-

And everything change….. Every second what I explore as continuous now, now now now now…. My senses just flourish because any not resonating situations, people or timing just are pulled away by energy….. That’s what twin reunity does……. Yes it is lots of inner work……. 

I just go with that…. 

I sink, dive in, deeper, and deeper and deeper….. 

As I always did….. 

When I sense/feel him…… There is message that he needs time to fully awaken to this Twin soul connection… 

He sense me, feels me, seek for me, longing for me, energetically he learns how to connect with me more precisely…… He works on himself truthfully…. 

And future is in stars……. “future” what is future….. It is just timeline in this earthy world….. 

Time and space what was given to explore and experience…… and who knows, maybe once I could work with him on Alchemy of Night in physical realms

If his “free will” would bring him to me 😊

⁣Veronika Gold